jus me: 10/01/2012 - 11/01/2012

Sometimes, I think what's important is preparing for the jus in case. Those long term future.

But other times, I want to be happier, because I don't know where/when the future would be. I jus want to do what I like, as much as possible, as free as I can be.

I don't know if that barrier has been passed, but I think I did all I think - wet eyes, drawing, watching tv, swimming, filling up my brain with music non-stop.

So, jus let's take it back to the original position and try (again).

I even managed to crack a smile despite of everything. That moment of perceived freedom and those songs.

I am going to tell you that I was so delighted when I saw in the (e)mailbox that the review was finally up.

I have been crazy/missing Memory in Jeju Pension since I am back, and sometimes I think I like it more than I really like it. But apparently, I really like the pension (and the island, and the food, and the places).

And the beach that I wasn't able to go, the favourite soup stew that I couldn't eat it a second time because the andong chicken dish was the choice for the last lunch, or the many things that I've wanted to do.

I guess, this is what holiday is really all about.

I tried many times to switch to a more modern user interface/template, but each time I switched it back to this again. The reason for wanting to switch is because I find the photos displayed on this old layout to be too small to justify how nice the photos are. But at the same time I am restricted by the little, little things I've added over the years on the sidebar. They aren't really features that I used now - the chats, the old dates that I no longer remember to be special, the things that I wanted to do while overseas that too need updating, and a list of blogs which most I no longer visit. But then they seem like a lifeline for me, something to keep me safe and comfortable. Must be those memories. Then, this must be the only place that those memories are alive, because ever since convinced that I am the one keeping memories alive, and they aren't coming back anyway, I jus kept going, or at least want to. I hardly think about those whatever school days, or what else. Other than my family, I don't think I care much anymore. So despite the fact that I might never even read anything from here, or that I am writing much less than I used to because sometimes I only have enough to tweet, I still want to keep this as long as possible. And maybe in the form closest to what it used to as possible.

In the 12 days, I felt as though it was to live through those days of as-if-I-already-know-you. I miss the place, and maybe we will be back there soon.

Finally staying in this that we see all the time

Army stew- it tasted different from what we have?

The all-time daily use of black plastic carrier

The Bukchon Folk Village

In the Top5 favourite dishes of the trip - clams noodles soup choked full of clams

One of the 5 places that we had bbq meat. The quality of meat is absolutely excellent.

Mental note that the shop probably opens in late afternoon to late night.

If this is good, there is better stay in Jeju!

Queen In Hyun's Man - I got it done!

Memory in Jeju Pension (mpjeju.com)
I said it so many times already but I got to say it here. I love & miss this beautiful pension. Someday I am going to run a place like this, I seriously hope. I am getting so un-used to & unsettled for the city life.