Sunday, September 30, 2007
This was taken on Paris Metro, by a lady who spoke French. The (very French looking) old lady in black leather jacket thought I was travelling with that lady but was later told it wasnt the case. And before she alight, she bid farewell to me. Of course the conversation between this old lady and the other French lady were in French but I think I wasnt wrong. *smucks* Ok, the lazy and about-to-be-sleepy me should go back to my books already. Blogging, to me, is still so fun after 3, 4 years! I love my blog!
Had dinner with my family at Sushi Tei, Holland Village. The quality and quantity of food seem to be inferior as compared to that of Paragon. But the service seems good- not in terms of the speed but in terms of the consideration provided by particularly two staff that were serving us.
There are stuff that I hadnt write about too often. Which actually in fact were stuff that frightened me. I am scared of growing old, more scared of seeing people around me grow old. Material comfort is alot easier than providing for other aspects. I think its hard to be able to accept and cope with them so maybe I should stop thinking that I like older guys more (which in anyway I will be told that I am too young also). Maybe because everything moves along at a different pace, that is why its difficult to cope with.
I need to do better.
Now I finally recall of the new theory I have thought of yesterday while walking home, which attempts to explain why all these are happening (to me).
Maybe because girls jus like/feel the need to protect guys when they are down. So when someone (or sometimes known as best friend) met with all sorts of problems, or even when he was down, I like/feel the need to protect them by listening to them, encouraging them, being with them, concerning them. Maybe.
No one wakes up this early on Sundays (at least they arent online) but me. I have been having dizzy spells and sleepless nights. Argh.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
New albums consisting of photos taken in Barcelona, Paris, Paris Disneyland, London (pending) and Bath (pending).
I know this isnt a big thing, nor something colourful. But because it is meaningful to me, so it is here. It took me much time trying to take a photo small enough, to cut out the image of the same size as the previous three image banners. The font looks a little different but never mind.
Then I realise the only 2 chops I have from my Europe trip is from Paris. Er? Where were the Barcelona and London chop?
Happy to be back from The Office, almost a day of studying. Even though it seems quite a depressing thing to be going back to the office on a Saturday, as compared to all the stay-home (and study) weekends that I am having, able to leave the house, dress and put on make-up and walk in the mall seem rather interesting as well. And the fact that its my first time using my new keychain since I am back from Europe tells you how little social life I am having. It feels good to walk around in the office with flip-flops, shorts and tee! I feel like a little kid in an adult world, as though the working world remains far away from me. But I must say, walking in the people-infested mall on a Saturday is a big headache to me.
Listening to a new album now. She sings "it has been so long since you said lets go for a holiday together".
Hope to finish the problem sums tonight, start on Book 1 summary revision tomorrow, have my favorite sushi tei dinner and Monday's the day of work, swimming and TV.
So I wonder what do people do other than work. Then I look at what do I do other than work. And studies.
My jogging time for this week is over. Maybe I should do something else on top of jus jogging. A nagging thing that I always wanted to do is swim at the pool belonging to my office building. Since I should have earlier time off on Monday, its time I go swimming. Cycling has to wait till either I get my own bike else it means travelling all the way to the parks for a rented bike.
Ok now there is something to look forward to other than the wednesday/thursday run.
Which seems fun to join a/any/some biking club?
Blogging from The Office. Haha.
Friday, September 28, 2007
I am really, very stressed x 100 times. Over my studies.
Whether it is too difficult or too much to study. Its too many things to remember. 5 textbooks worth of things to remember. By the time I reached Book 5, I forget half or more of Book 1.
I jus study and study and study and study and study and study and study and study and study and study and study.
Until I am really feeling very stressed.
Ok now I am on MSN. Then maybe I will go to bed now, then go to office tomorrow to study. He said I am crazy, another he said I am hardworking today so I should give myself a break.
So anyone who is around my office tomorrow might want to see if I am in office and nice enough to send me some food.
I am going crazy/depressed/frustrated/irritated/helpless/lost/hopeless/dont-know-what.
Why dont I feel good on a Friday (again), but instead feels like screaming my lungs out or blusting loud music or simply sleep. The only thing to distract my attention is me listening to the new album.
I better say this first, if you arent t-h-a-t concerned then dont ask.
I am starting to remind myself that what I am feeling or what I think is happening are all non-existent. At least it would have been what I would be told off by someone. Half of me didnt want to admit, but the other half thinks this is the best/appropriate.
You (I) jus cant do things for all you (I) want for too long.






