How often is it an illusion

Often I would think, there are many (other) things out there that I want to do and to make a difference. But I didn't move because I don't know what those things are. Whether those things were to make a difference in someone's life, or my own, I don't know either. The urge isn't overwhelming, because while I lament over the lack of (more) time, I accept (for now) that this is how the system works. Because I get paid on what I do to pay for what I want to do. And because I am more patient with life, than hungry.

Saw this -
“Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different...” C.S. Lewis

When milestones are rare

There was a sense of joy and chirpiness in the air, even by the end of the week, when the team achieved a work milestone (somehow, somewhat, some sort) late Wednesday, after a night of 4-hour sleep that is. And if I have thought this was difficult and long, then life milestones would have been even tougher. Sometimes I wonder which is even more beyond me.

There are new pieces of work and new challenges, new injection to the team - hoping that all these translate to fresh hopes, motivation and progress. While life continues to creep by..

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So Spring has passed, the very Spring that I experienced.

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And World Cup is coming. The only anticipation I can anticipate.

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Time will fix and replace what's misplaced, back to where it belongs and better. That persistent doesn't realise the possibilities in the impossible; that sometimes you jus shouldn't do what you kept asking yourself whether to because otherwise it will be all too late.

And because nothing is too hard to accept in life, this isn't the hardest.

Give it time, because habits come with time, and unlearning too.