I first heard the song over the online foreign radio station that I didn't think really is going to be that station that's going to play it- jus imagine all the search of which station, which frequency (now I know radio stations can be on different frequencies in different regions of a big place) and to be listening to the news beyond 10am. Back to the basics in terms of the tune and lyrics, with more than a touch of humour.

Yet after rounds and rounds of it, it was that moment that I thought I truly feel the song, the song that will perk you up when you want to give up. Maybe it isn't the intent of the song but that's how I interprete it through the sharing of the 10-year journey.

Nothing is absolute and most often truths are jus tips of the iceberg.

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I should be happy about it; I know I will be- but I couldn't feel it.

Some favourites

Don't we always want one too!

Garden wedding? This is better!

I am overly obssessed with tweets these days- at least they are those of reuters, bloomberg more than the facebook-kind of tweets.

And because I look at it so much that I want something bright, sunny, out there, green grasses/flowers/mountains/skies. Finally I got it this way.

I think I will play with this till I am sure I am satisfied.

My reading plans was disrupted after I started on Män som hatar kvinnor, or better known in english as The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson, over a week plus of bus rides and several lunch hours. The writing, more than the plot, is captivating and intriging, helped by the fact that with millions whom read it the trust value increases, that one might forget the possible and crack their brains over the seemingly impossible. At least it took away the uncertainties in me for the week. Some after-thoughts:

1. Anything and everything you do can somehow be traced- so yes again don't lie.

2. Maybe it wasn't that much about determination but rather the investigative instinct- but I still want to believe that determination works.

3. And maybe the most important thing- when in doubt, ask yourself what you believe in.

Summer rain- I didn't plan it to turn out this way, but I like this. And actually those little strips were leftovers from another design (see picture 2) which now is being overshadowed by this.

Rainbow piles.

The grass is always greener over at the other side.

Compounded by the main fact that I had not had proper sleep the past week, a string of frustrations, and all the smart-technologies-that-after-their-maunfacturers-recoup-their-cost-they-dont-function-normally, I am extremely drained.

This is how it should be now.

It is almost the same issue but treated differently- why will people want to read bestsellers but for a place visited by many it is likely to receive a less than positive conotation of being overrated and touristy?

Sometimes everyone/everything around you seem odd, no? It can be tough but all the more one should find that bright and sunny, mountain and train somewhere within self.

While it's always a good thing to better one self, it's not the same as bowing to peer (?) pressure.

Quoting, we each have our own Personal Taste. (the drama has started!)