How often is it an illusion

Often I would think, there are many (other) things out there that I want to do and to make a difference. But I didn't move because I don't know what those things are. Whether those things were to make a difference in someone's life, or my own, I don't know either. The urge isn't overwhelming, because while I lament over the lack of (more) time, I accept (for now) that this is how the system works. Because I get paid on what I do to pay for what I want to do. And because I am more patient with life, than hungry.

Saw this -
“Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different...” C.S. Lewis