Even though its a stay-home weekend, there seems to be enough things to keep myself occupied, albeit there are merely sleeping, reading papers, doing work, surfing, listening to music, watching tv, watching more dramas and reading. Is this a good sign, or a worse one, that I am increasingly about to keep myself occupied without out there making or maintaining friendships. i.e. socialise. But come 5 weekdays in a row where I would come home with a tired (or even aching) body that is only willing to watch tv and sleep by 11pm so much so when its weekend all I wanted was jus to rest enough and indulge in anything that allows me that much of desired rest.

No grumbles jus that I really hope everything is worth everything. But how about is it time to give me another focus in life to call mine.

下雨天 by 南拳妈妈

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实
没有我你分不清那些
彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实
没有我你分不清那些
彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实
没有我你分不清那些
彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉