We are a species of people such that we might look nonchalant over our performance but the fact is we worked hard for them, for the rewards and more importantly for the recognition, especially when we worried about it all the time (so much that it becomes an internalised immune-system issue) but we rarely displayed this side of us in front of others. There is a little sense of pride in us, yet equally there is this sense of inferiority in us, that we rarely talked about nor showed.

And again, I am one of them.