I understand everything now. I know I am stupid but I think I understand.

If by not picking up the phone, not returning the call and not asking why, I will jus do as according to all your actions tonight.

Even if I have to limp, first thing in the morning I will remove all the physical traces and hide everything non-physical. Hide it so well that you can never realise it even exists before.

It breaks my heart but I will still do according to what I think will make you happy.

I really want to cry but I will get myself to stop everything if I irritate you, including not writing about you anymore.

The leg hurts, but the heart hurts much, much more.