Relieved.

Despite being wiful, I know I am being looked after. Prayer of thanks.

And while I was trying to find some signals, I played the if-I-can-get-a-train-seat-before-my-stop-is-here, it means I-will-get-it. I got my train seat one stop before Clementi, interpretating it to be a last-minute-but-will-get-it signal.

I got it.