I am convinced I have split personality. Very serious split personality in fact.

Before this I am an adventurous, fun-loving holiday-er. Every first time is a exciting challenge that I look forward to.

Now I am often an indecisive, worrying one.

If holiday is what makes me happy, why am I now not convinced.

But at least I am very clear what is now important to me.

I will come back safe and healthy.