Maybe I am used to "giving", to my family, to my friends, to people I love. As much as I am happy to be "giving" and not expecting anything in return, I desire so much to be on the "receiving" end. Its tiring to always be docile, to not make demands, to not expect, to be alright to be abandoned, to be alright to be forgotten...

I find myself living a similar life notion as ChunChun, jus that I dont know if I have a Lance...

If there is one thing I want to tell you today
Its tiring to always be docile, to not make demands, to not expect, to be alright to be abandoned, to be alright to be forgotten...