The willful side of me kept pretty much to myself since two, three weeks ago. Including people that I am closer to in school. Besides the usual and polite Hi-bye greetings, I offered nothing much. Maybe I jus wanted to indulge in anything-sad all by myself.

Jus wanted to say thanks to Jeremy, who called me last night and asked what about SPSS I need to know. Thanks for your concern!

Even as best friend is back, I hadn’t quite talk to him. I was rather restless during our talk on Monday and I think best friend probably gave up on me too.

My right eye is swollen today. So uncomfortable. Stayed at home also because I think I cant be prepared for another day of loneliness.