About to call it a day. Its 2am already. My eye lids are shutting. Brain cells stop to function. My body wants the bed. Weather's good for sleep as well.

Sometimes I dont say it because you are my friend. I dont want to say things that we all know but when spoken, will change our friendship to beyond repair, if you would understand. So I rather it is me who is unhappy or sad or tired alone than to say it. I dont know if the question of whether all these bearings are worthy, because I dont know how to answer anyway. But I hope things get better. Hope that the pressures placed on me can be lightened, if you would understand. Silly?