I didn't know why/how but I cried before I went to bed and now I cannot get back to sleep, and I have been having (albeit mad) nightmares the past few nights- because when the week starts today, I will be on my own and I think it's freaking me out more than I say it (I don't quite say it anyway).

I have this habit of leaving what I want to tell you till I see you in the mornings to tell you to realise that I don't have any more mornings with you already.