It probably would always be a difficult choice to choose between the importance of the end result VS the process, but something today once again re-inforce the importance of the process. And the fact that I always (even if I have so much initial fears) (want myself to bear in mind that I) want to challenge myself beyond my limits/what people or even myself believe that I am only capable of.

I guess other people could instead view this to be stubborn-ness or ignorance but I guess this is the proper growing up.