Well, I tried to seriously think over the weekend, but I still hadnt come to a conclusion yet. I know my weakness, I am too scared of failures, I try to predict my future and I am too indecisive. While on one hand I said that you wouldnt understand, on the other hand, I wish I can talk to you about it. Maybe talking to you will make me more at peace with whatever decisions I made. Yet, I dont know how to ask, I dont know how to say.

I didnt know when it has become a need to even say Hi.